Catch the Spin

Dark Thoughts

Posted in attack by johnnyredcloth on November 24, 2009

Violent images, scenes or articles can trigger worrisome thoughts. I’m just confused to what extent those thoughts are normal. Reflecting upon myself…..which I often do. Occasionally I read or think about bad or violent situations and wonder what leads people to doing these things, because I don’t know, I often worry that someday I may go crazy and hurt someone.   I scare myself when I think about what I am capable of doing.

Sometimes I worry that in my sleep anger or frustrations from the day may cause me to hurt someone.  I would like to think that I would never hurt anyone, but accept the fact that I might.  I don’t get anxious really and I never ever act on my thoughts because I know right from wrong and know the repercussions.   Is it normal to project worrisome thoughts and doubt your sanity?

                                      —-Johnny Redcloth

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  1. catchthespindan said, on January 19, 2009 at 12:38 pm

    I kind of agree with these 2 johnnyredcloth. Sometimes a fella needs to get away and think but you seem to have carried it too far. You should try to be around more people and spend less time alone.

  2. johnnyredcloth said, on January 19, 2009 at 6:23 pm

    Time alone is what fuels my inner thoughts and sparks my creative side. Dan, I know you well and know you, like me, spend a lot of time away from your old wife.

  3. catchthespindan said, on November 24, 2009 at 11:08 pm

    Point well taken my friend.

  4. eddie said, on November 27, 2009 at 10:59 pm

    Maybe you should take a ride on the subway and snatch a hat or two. This time a year people are out and about you should go and test there limits. Nobody will mess with ole red!

  5. johnnyredcloth said, on November 30, 2009 at 8:09 pm

    I took your advice Eddie and I got hurt. I was reaching for a mans hat and the door closed shut on my arm. My eyes teared with pride for the prey was almost mine. Tomorrow..


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